a year without updates....ouch

wow....it's been over a year since I've updated, holy crap....well I guess thats what happens when a new baby arrives, you dont get much time for anything else huh....anyway, Katie is almost 19 months old!!! she's not a little baby anymore, she is a toddler haha....screaming and all...we are STILL breastfeeding =) I have gone longer with that then I ever thought I would....right now my goal for breastfeeding is up to 2 years, after that I dont know, she might stop after she gets into her own bed but who knows....but yeah she still sleeps with me only because we arent able to get a bed for her at this moment, hopefully we can do that soon though, but honestly I really love sleeping with her we cuddle all night :)

Alli is 3 now, we are trying to potty train her, but it's not going too great...but she is totally a girly girl lol, she loves dressup, having her nails painted, having lip gloss on lol jewelry, everything...its so adorable, and now that Katie is older they love playing together, they play pretend all the time its so cute....

oh yeah some news I also havent updated about....we moved back to Redding....mostly because we were having money problems and my mom promised me a job up here, so we moved...it's been alright, I mean we are trying to make the best of things right now....it sucks for me....I didnt really have any friends down in Fresno to hang with really and now I have no friends up here to really hang with....

on the friendship notes: Amanda and I are friends again, we realized that God has better things promised to us together, it's been a long road for us, but we are back to sister status :D I'm really glad because no matter what has happened we have always actually been there for eachother...

thats the good news....the bad news is another friend whom I had known like 13 years, sam....well I had to break it off with her....she used to be a great friend....but then she changed....she started getting really negitive and such....and everytime I had a fight with Erick she would say I should leave him and such....it got to the point where I had to choose to save the friendship or my marriage....I chose marriage....the thing that really upset me though was after I told her about it, she just stopped talking to me, I havent heard from her since...I mean it is a good thing...but she had claimed me as her sister...and then not to even fight for it...that shocked me....but yeah....ever since then my hubby and I had been doing better and better :) so I just needed the bad influences out of my life...

on my book note: I finish my childrens story, but I couldnt find anyone to illustrate it so thats at a standstill for now...but I also have written like 17 chapters in a teen romance book, I have writers block again but I'm trying to finish that one too...so hopefully I'll get those done...

well it's late now, I will try to write more tomorrow, I really need to not go another year before the next update haha....

night